Mom - I wish you were here

It seems so unreal that you are not here. It is in the back of my mind the whole time. But when it comes to focus, there are those few brief seconds of disbelief. And it feels as if you are still here. And then it hits. You are not here - you are only on my desktops and in a frame right there. It is real. If it hadn't been real they would've just been landscapes, without you in them. You are beautiful, but I wish I didn't need to have you on my desktop. I miss you every second of every minute, every hour and day.